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People are funny. If I wish to write bad or in a parody style then I can, dude. It's for my own entertainment which is why I update whenever I wish.
Alright, I've been procrastinating by reliving my childhood Harvest Moon games. Sorry! I'll get to work whenever.
My week long winter break starts as soon as the bells rings tomorrow. This means updating!

    Zexion knew it the second you stepped into his room on that fateful day. You walked in not knowing who he was. He was shocked to see you, but you didn’t recognize him. This drowned his spirits. You were the girl he once had feelings for in Radiant Garden. He wasn’t able to realize how strong these feelings were before the accident.

    But what he did know was the sting of pain when you didn’t look at him the same.

    He clearly remembered how you would greet him. Every morning on his way to the castle, there would be your smiling face. Some days you would have a lunch for him and he appreciated it every time. He only wished he could have given you better presents in return. You were always happy either way with a new synthesis material.

    But you didn’t know your past self.


    About a week had passed before you were sent on another mission. Your missions came in slowly as Saix said, the Superior didn’t want to overwhelm you so quickly. He also said you should be grateful, but you didn’t quite understand how worked the others were with missions.

    This mission was with Zexion to do some recon in a world called Wonderland. So far the mission had been entirely quiet as the world was covered with card soldiers. This place had a very stubborn queen with very stubborn cards and a very weak king with no say.

    Zexion was very good at staying quiet being a master of illusions and all. You wondered if he could make it easier to not be spotted with his element. The Cloaked Schemer was very underestimated.

    “I believe it would be best if you didn’t space out.” He told you. His tone was sort of sarcastic and what made it more threatening was he said it in a harsh whisper.

    “I’m sorry. You’re just good at staying silent.” You admitted.

    “We’re just about done here anyways.” He said while crossing to a bush across the room. He motioned for you to follow. Behind the bush was a dark corridor that led back to the castle. The two of you quickly reported to Saix and then just like that, the mission was over.

    “Wait, Zexion!” You called quickly. You started to follow him only to bump into Xigbar. “Oh, I’m sorry.” You quickly apologized, hoping to get away fast. You wanted to ask Zexion if he was the one who organized the library. You went in there sometimes on your days off.

    “It seems you’re always apologizing to me, babe.” Xigbar smirked.

    “Um, I wanted to ask-“ You tried to explain that you were in a hurry, but you were cut off instead.

    “We have a mission together tomorrow. Stay sharp.” He tasseled your  [H/C] hair then walked away. You decided to give up on finding Zexion. It wasn’t even that important anyways.


    Halloween Town was a quiet and dark place. It was scary looking and really lived up to its name. You walked through the dark corridor and stepped into the world. You seemed to be in a graveyard with very large tombstones. You weaved around them, somewhat goofing off. You knew you had to find Xigbar but-

    “Boo!” Xigbar appeared above you, upside down using his gravity element. You held your heart, or at least where it would have been and gave a little “kyaa!” of terror. Well, so much for finding Xigbar. He chuckled for a while after scaring you.

    “I knew I had to find you, but I didn’t think like this.” You pouted for a few seconds. Then stopped just as he wiped a tear from laughing.

    “You should have seen your face! It was adorable!” He kept laughing. He held his stomach and killed the silence of Halloween Town. How weird to be laughing this hard in a graveyard after scaring you.

    “Okay, okay. It was funny.” You said, hoping to get him to stop laughing.

    “I’m sorry.” He said with a smirk before coming down and onto his two feet. You wondered where his body that was hidden in that dark hole he made would go.

    “Who’s apologizing now?” He raised an eyebrow. You got him on that one. You had been apologizing to him all the time. There was that time with the poison, then last week when you burnt his toast during breakfast, and yesterday when you bumped into him. “Now we have to collect some hearts so…” You trailed off.

    “How about I start with yours?” He suggested. That would have been smooth, if you had a heart.

    “What heart?” You shot him down. You still weren’t aware that what Xigbar had been doing was flirting. You figured he was just teasing you or something. Xigbar soon caught onto the idea of you being oblivious to his flirting. He then started to follow you to wherever you believe there would be heartless.

    “Do you even know what flirting is?” He asked after some silence. You two had already taken out a few heartless. Mostly Xigbar was the one to take them out given his weapon was more of an advantage and he was The Freeshooter.

    “Yes. Why have you been flirting with me?” You asked. A shadow heartless came running at you. You summoned your sword and took it out.

    “As if!” He lied.

    “Why are you lying?” You asked.

    “Wait, so you knew I was flirting?” He shot a nearby heartless.

    “You just told me now so I put two and two together.” You said. “We’ve hit the number of hearts to collect, time to go home.” You raised your hand to make a dark corridor, but still you had trouble with it at time. Xigbar made one himself and motioned for you to go in first.

    “[Y/N]!” You were met with an excited voice when you came through the portal. It was Demyx. “Can you help me make some lunch? I wanted to follow a recipe, but Saix doesn’t trust me with the oven by myself.”

    It seemed that already your days had become more and more busy.

KBOXIII ReaderXOrganization XIII Chapter 5
Kidnapped By Organization XIII Chapter 5

This chapter was short due to the next one, which is just a silly events chapter, which should be long.

Summary: [Y/N] was never supposed to become a Nobody. Nobodies can't feel, but they remember what it was like. Might as well take advantage of living without a heart and do what you do best: Remember. All any Nobody has to grasp onto is memory. "I never felt love as a Somebody, but I'm pretty sure this is what it would have felt like."

Chapter 4: KBOXIII ReaderXOrganization XIII Chapter 4
Chapter 6: KBOXIII ReaderXOrganization XIII Chapter 6

    “Weeks can turn into months that pass and she will never realize.” Saix looked up to the blank sky. It was empty for now, until Kingdom Hearts would appear. He turn around and looked Axel in the eye. “The time may never come.”

    “I think she’ll remember someday. “ Axel had a look of hope in his eyes. He then glared slightly at Saix. “Are you saying that you don’t believe in her?”

    “What I’m saying is that it would be best if she didn’t remember. You know what could happen.” He started to walk out of his room. Axel opened a dark corridor, seeing that the conversation was just about over.

    “Even if we loved her then, we can’t now in this next life.” Axel disappeared into the dark corridor. Saix turned to look at the empty sky once more before he left the room.


    “Hey, [Y/N]!” Someone called your name from behind a couch in one of the many rooms in the castle. This room happened to be a tv entertainment room. Behind the couch was Xigbar. Someone was sitting on the couch, it was Lexaeus.

    “Yeah?” You questioned. Xigbar motioned for you to come over next to him quietly. You followed to where he was and crouched down.

    “Look at what he’s reading.” Xigbar gave a snicker and you slowly went up to look over Lexaeus’ shoulder. Oh, the book was none other than Fifty Shades of Grey. Wasn’t that a dirty book?

    “Lexaeus!” You gasped. “Get a room!” The large man was startled, thinking he was alone and shut the book closed.

    “Technically I am in a room when I thought I would be alone.” He sternly said before getting up and creating a dark corridor. He walked through with a grunt, he must have been embarrassed or upset.

    “That was…traumatizing.” You turned to Xigbar.

    “As if! You should see Saix’s collection of romance novels he took from Zexion’s library!


    A lot would happen in that tv entertainment room. This time it had to do with Axel. You were alone going to get a glass of water from the kitchen. You walked past the room only to hear the tv was on. You walked in to see who was watching tv at this early morning hour.

    It was Axel. He was watching something in a different language. Spanish, was it? There was dramatic music playing and Axel had tissues while be sobbed uncontrollably while watching the…novella.

    “So those tattoos are authentic?” You said while you started laughing. Axel turned and tried to wipe his tears quickly and then turn off the tv. He rushed around for a few moments while he tried to turn off the tv.

    “Where’s the remote?!” He shouted. He frantically searched for it before he gave up and turned it off the old fashion way. Axel sighed and turned to you. “I can explain…” He trailed off.

    “No need to!” You continued to laugh.

    “Uh, wanna go get some breakfast?” He suggested.

    “At this hour? Axel it’s like five am!” You turned to his many tissues on the floor. “Actually, yeah let’s go.” The two of you walked to the kitchen where you were originally headed to. Just as you were about to walk in you heard someone singing. You stopped in your tracks.

    “What gives? What is it?” Axel questioned.

    “Shh!” You said and grabbed his arm before he could walk into the kitchen. The two of you peaked your heads out of the corner of the doorway to see the Superior singing How Can I Make a Man Out of You while making some toast. The two of you didn’t know whether to laugh or be scared.

    “I guess breakfast can wait.”


    “Hey Demyx, if your element is water and Vexen’s is ice…then are you related?” You asked during breakfast. Demyx, Axel, Xigbar, Luxord, Vexen, and Saix were present.

    Demyx was eating cereal with you and Axel. Xigbar was having some toast, which you usually burnt by sticking your bread in with his which increased his cooking time. Luxord was having some tea while reading the newspaper of The World That Never Was. Vexen and Saix were drinking coffee. Although Saix has some paperwork across his side of the counter where he was sitting.

    You, Demyx, Xigbar, and Axel were sitting at the table. Saix, Vexen, and Luxord were sitting at the counter in the middle of the kitchen.

    At your question many reactions occurred. Axel starting laughing instantly, banging the table and calling out “THAT’S RICH!” as he would usually say when you said or did something hilarious; usually without knowing. Luxord gave a small chuckle. Saix crackled a smile and held back a small chuckle, which only you noticed. Xigbar joined Axel with his table smacking and laughing.

    Finally, Vexen spit out his coffee onto Luxord’s newpaper which he then threw down in disgust where it landed onto Saix’s paperwork. Saix’s small smile faded.

    Demyx gave a look of disgust whilst shouting “Ew! Nuh uh am I related to Vexen!” and he then threw his hands up in the air, which resulted in his cereal flipping up and landing on Xigbar and Axel.

    “All I did was ask a question.” You said while everyone paused to realize what had just happened. You started to laugh. Saix grunted and gathered his paperwork and left the kitchen. Zexion walked into the kitchen as Saix left to see the scene of Xigbar and Axel covered in cereal, while Luxord had a coffee stained newspaper with Vexen wiping his mess off the table.

    “Should I even ask?” Zexion muttered to you as he passed by. He went into a cabinet and grabbed a tea packet and prepared some hot water.

    “I’m not related to Vexen!” Demyx shouted.

    “You are dead though.” Axel summoned his chakrams.

    “Couldn’t have said it any better myself.” Xigbar summoned his arrowguns.

    “All I did was ask a question.” You repeated yourself. Zexion let a small chuckle slip out.


    “Uh…Zexion?” You walked up to The Cloaked Schemer in the library. “What’s yaoi?”

    “And just where did you hear that word from?” Zexion was reading a book. He closed it immediately.

    “In this English to Japanese dictionary. I randomly opened it to this page and the definition for yaoi was crossed out.” You showed him the book. He gave a sigh and snatched it away from you.

    “Yaoi is a term for…er…” He started. You tilted your head in confusion. “I’m going to burn this book.” He grunted as he threw it into the fireplace.

    “Whoa! Zexion! What’s wrong?” You asked. He lit a match and threw it into the fireplace. The logs started to burn.

    “Let’s just say…yaoi is a Japanese term for homosexuality.” Zexion turned away from the fireplace. “I don’t even know why my library would have that book in the first place.”

    “Oh…um.” You trailed off.

    Somewhere in the distance lied a snickering Axel and Demyx.


    “Xaldin, Saix told me you would know where The Supermarket That Never Was is.” You approached him in The Gray Area. He shook his head no. So he didn’t know where it was.

    “Ask Marluxia. He should be in his garden.” He said. You nodded with a thanks and walked off to the garden. You didn’t talk to Marluxia much, or really Xaldin for that matter. You mostly just spoke to Axel and Demyx. Sometimes Saix and Xigbar. Luxord wasn’t a stranger to you either.

    Your thoughts soon had you accidentally bump into Marluxia from a distraction.

    “Ah, [Y/N]. Anything I can help you with?” He asked.

    “You wouldn’t happen to know where The Supermarket That Never Was is, would you?”

    “I’ve never been there myself, but Larxene has. She’s over at the tree in the middle of the garden.” He pointed to her in the distance. You slowly walked up to her and repeated your question.

    “Why do you need to know where the supermarket is?” She snarled.

    “I uh…it’s something you might relate to…” You trailed off.

    “What do you mean?” She glared at you for a few seconds before realizing. “OH! THAT!”

    And that was the end of your tampon quest.


    “Saix you have a diary?” You looked over his shoulder from a desk in the library where he was sitting and writing into a hardcover book.

    “It’s not a diary.” He shut the book closed. “It’s a…” He trailed off for a second. “My uh…cookbook.” He admitted.

    “You cook Saix?” He sheepishly nodded and you giggled. “Make me something sometime.” You started to laugh more and walk away from him.

    Saix watched you walk away laughing. As soon as you had left the library he opened his book again and skimmed the pages. That was a close one. If you had found his daily log...

    “She can’t remember.”


    “Hah! Go fish!” You shouted when you didn’t have a seven which Luxord asked for. He smirked and reached into the deck for a new card. This was a good game.

    “You go fish!” Someone shouted from behind you. You turned to Axel who held a goldfish in a plastic bag filled with water. Demyx took the bag from Axel and tipped it over onto you. It took a few seconds before you realized what had happned.

    “Hey Axel, remember that one time I practiced my element and I aimed it at Xigbar instead?” You mentioned.

    “Uh oh.” He started backing away with Demyx.

    “I think it’s time for me to practice again.”


    It was there lying on the desk in the library. He must have forgotten it. You picked up Saix’s so called cookbook and skimmed through the pages. You found it to be a daily log instead. So you were right, it was a diary. You read a few passages. Most of them consisted of one sentence entries.

    Day 1: Why are we called Nobodies when we have no heart?

    You turned a page.

    Day 4: He’s changing our names. I am no longer Isa, but Saix. Day 5: I wonder what happened to my beloved. Is she still alive and safe? Day 6: I should have told her my feelings while I still had them.

    You turned another page.

    Day 9: I miss the twinkle in her eyes. Day 10: Who would have known that first kiss would be our last?

    You paused before turning the page.

    Day 13: Would be it be best if I had forgotten about her? Day 14: I miss her laugh. Day 15: Was I in love?

    Should you be reading this? You flipped a few pages.

    Day 55: I forgot the color of her eyes. I believe mine have changed color. Day 80: I forgot the way she would say my name.

    It seemed not every day there was an entry.

    Day 160: “Do you believe in love, Isa?” Day 162: “Do you think you’ll ever be in love?” Day 163: Her smile, her laugh, the way she called my name. Day 164: She never insulted me. Day 165: She was always kind, sweet, and thoughtful.

    Was it wrong to read this?

    Day 167: She was a good listener. Day 168: She encouraged me to follow my dreams and do my best. Day 169: She was confident. Day 170: She followed her dreams. Day 171: “Thank you, Isa.”

    Should you stop there?

    Day 199: There’s never a day I don’t think of her. Day 212: “We’ll always be together forever, Isa.” Day 213: “Is there something you wanted to tell me?” “I…no.” I should have said it. She didn’t deserve my foolishness. Day 223: Axel spoke to me today. As childish as his statement was, it was entirely true. I am acting like an “emo teenage boy.” Day 224: There is no need to write in this daily any longer.

    You looked at the date of the last entry and picked up a pen.

    Day 230: Saix, were you in love once?

    Over the course of a few days you two used the book to respond to each other.

    Day 231: …I was Day 232: Are you still in love? Day 233: Please stop writing in this, [Y/N]. Now. Day 234: I wonder who she was. I only skimmed a few entries. I’m sorry, Saix. Day 235: Begone from this and never read any more. Day 236: I’m sorry. This is the last time I’ll write.

    Saix knew he should have never left his daily log in the library. He locked it in a drawer in his room and continued to write entries in it.

    Day 237: I wonder what entries she read. Day 238: She’s still the same.

KBOXIII ReaderXOrganization XIII Chapter 6
Kidnapped By Organization XIII Chapter 6

My attempt at a funny events chapter.These are just supposed to be little events that occur during a few months time skip. Sorry for OOCness. It ended in such a heartfelt scene.

Roxas is coming in the next chapter finally.

Chapter 5: KBOXIII ReaderXOrganization XIII Chapter 5


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An aries 15 year old confused succubus teenage girl who writes horrible weaboo fan service fanfiction filled with mary sues. Although I try not to as I mature.

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Amaya2203 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015
I've just realized how stupid everyone here is. Why!?! Why waste your time on horrible fanfictions!?!
ButterflyXMoonlight Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Amaya2203 Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015
And......? How can you read that crap?
ButterflyXMoonlight Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Go ahead and insult it XD voice your opinion. Not everything is for everyone. You can't understand unless you were to enjoy it as well.
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CaityPie753 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Student General Artist
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Happy Birthday!! You're an absolutely amazing writer you're who inspired me to start writing so thank you and happy birthday you're amazing. Birthday cupcake EXO : Suho Gift Hug 
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ButterflyXMoonlight Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! Although my writing isn't inspiration really lol
Amaya2203 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015
Don't write like her! It's terrible T-T
CaityPie753 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015  Student General Artist
w-whys it terrible? T~T
Amaya2203 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2015
Oh sorry, I didn't mean to. It is good. I was just being rude.
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Valentine345 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Happy B-Day Iris! =)
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